Wednesday, August 27, 2008 @ 9:30 PM

finally broke the news to mum.
she nagged at me.
she nag as if i was being lazy & never study for the maths paper likedat.
being the me, i argued back.
me: its not like i never study right? you saw me studying as well. then not passing, was that my fault?
mum: *stares* * walks away*
you cant blame me, i've always been slower than others. to me its quite an achievement to be what i am today. she knows it, she knew i was always slower than everybody else.
i studied, i tried my best & i didnt give up half way through the paper.
i knew i couldnt do it, but i tried my best recalling every single thing that my tutor/mr haw taught. i told myself" never give up".
i left a few blanks only. i almost wanted to leave the whole damn paper blank. but i didnt.
passing my english by 1 mark was good for me. why? because the paper was damn damn difficult. & what she could say was all boderline passes only ah? comeone, put yourself into my shoes. imagine you were the one doing the paper. i bet you would feel the way i did.
you have never praised me for getting As before. & only scolded me for my Fs.
you didnt see my improvement for ss. i have been failing ss for all my class tests.
& for the freaking first time i passed. but, you think it wasnt enough. :/
you didnt give me freedom that i had always wanted.
everytime i go out, their standard phrase is..
dont come home too late.
before 10pm strikes, i do get calls from them.
how many times do i go out a year. maybe 3 hands could do the job. why cant you let me enjoy myself? i'm old enough to know whats right & whats wrong. i'm a kid no more. i hate smokers cause i think they stink. i wont take drugs, cause i hate medicines. i wont do something i wouldnt do, cause i think thats cheap. i'm your daughter, you guys should trust me.
i know you aren't bias, you dont side anyone.
maybe i should be grateful for having parents like you, unlike people like maybe sonja, maybe matthew?
but maybe i should be sad, why dont i have parents who knows that i tried?
sometimes, i seriously dont know..
but *sighs* typical parents.
i knew this was gonna happen before i told my mother about the results.
anyways, peektures as promised. :D

:DDDDDD

frisbee face=timo.

SEA~

SEA~ -.-

random shot. lols.


TOILET = singapore song!

O.o GREEN & CLEAN with 3 rooms view. xD

WILSON! BESTIE! :D made me addicted to you..

geraint -.- LOL

no~ i'm so not out of the picture. half headed.



I DONT HAVE A TUMOUR! i just lost balance.

VIVO WATER = STONES = PAIN

MUSCLE MAN! he never stopped doing that. xD

starbucks;lijing & geraint; twist=PEACE!

STARBUCKS = thumbs up! :D
ALICIA = SHE ROCKS TOTALLY.
lijing = good photographer SHE STONE! xD

goodbye humans. :D

i fake a smile so that you dont know that i'm sad.