yesterday night before i went to bed, many things started streaming through my head.only then, i realised i shouldnt be complaining at all.yes, about mommy.

i remembered how she used to treat me when i was young.

i remembered how i cried when i thought she was dead & only to realise it was just a dream.

i remember how she used to give me everything that i wanted last time when we were a little richer, but still not rich.

i remembered how i missed her when she left to go overseas, even if its just a few days.

i remember during the first day in kindergarden how i hugged her & cried. & refused to let go.

i shouldnt be complaining afterall. :/

so, i was also reminded of how i was being abusedtortured by one of the maid, when i was a child.

i was so dumb to not tell mommy about it. & just let things go by me.

she used to cane me till i have blue-blacks on my legs. & then she started ice-ing it. hyprocrite!

she used to force me to eat, even if i said i was damn full.

she used to pinch me in the middle of the night. & i dont know how in the heck did she even pinch till there's a freaking hole & blood started to drip.

she used to scold me for disturbing her sleep because i was having a flu.

she used to tie my hair & when it gets tangle she just pulled it & throw the rubber band out of the window.

i tell you she's a damn freaking bitch, because she treated me like a princess when my mommy's at home & when she's out she became a wicked witch.

how she could fake my mother that her parents are going to get divorced & she needs to go back home. in the end, she went over to hong kong to work. she can just freaking curse her parents just because she wanted to go hong kong to work.

but she wasnt the worse, my last maid who came for like about 6 months? suddenly told my mother that her mother's dead & she had to go back. my mother allowed her to go back & asked her to come back once everything's settled. & guess what? she said she cant, because her family needs her blah blah blah.

i used to thought it was true that her mother died. only last week, my mother guessed why she left was because she didnt have off, unlike other maids. comeon! she said her mother died. these people are.. *speechless*.

after all these incidents, it only made me stronger. hah! i have to thank her man.

if i ever see her now,the maid that tortured me she's so damn dead.

okay, i sound like some evil woman. i wont kill her lah, dont worry. i'll just make things a little difficult for her.

i've became more independent after mommy stop hiring maids.
& now, i've to do the household chores. (i just mopped the floor-.-)

i'm not saying this because i want people to pity me, like siao ah?

i just want to say look how disgusting some maids can be.

i feel utterly digusted by them.

BUT not all maids are bad. there's one which i click along quite well. :D

she even gave me her no. but i've never once called to her anymore. because i dont know how to.

hahahaha. okay enough.

so nobody's at home today, except me.

so well, peaceful. :D

i like staying at home alone. but sometimes having company isnt that bad either.

flipped through all the photo albums & realised how cute i was last time.okay, fine. i'm just joking. i used to be fat & ugly. happy? ah, quite true luh. so that explains how i became today. :/

i'll try to scan it into my computer.

i've never used the scanner before, its been here for ages.

*blows dust*

okay, hopeless. i dont know how to use that damn alien. xD

shall ask mommy tonight. :D

but i still wanna put it up. xD

soooooo, i used the camera.

me(left) & brother(right)
seesee, just admit that i'm cute lah! xD

did i mentioned that children nowadays are so freaking pampered that they have phones better than mine! when i was their age, i played with barbie dolls! & now? they're playing with handphone?! wthell.

& also yesterday, the NUM guy got so freaking tired after finding that slipper for cherilyn. haha!

they carried more than 4 big boxes out. lol.

ohkay, shall end here. :D

goooodbye peepos!

*runs to do homework.*