Thursday, October 30, 2008 @ 3:54 PM

i'm really bored.
my life revolves about computer & teevee only
thus, i'm really glad i'm able to leave the house tmr!
like, finallly!
rawrrrrrrrr, why am i so free?
lol, i'd rather there's things for me to do.
i feel so useless right now, sitting infront of the computer/tevee everyday.
trying to get some entertainment, but its just seem that i dont feel entertained at all.
it feels as if i'm grounded huh, but no i'm not.
it is just that i'm not allowed to go out too frequently.
gosh, i feel like a criminal.
but if i think i tell them i'm going out to shop for clothes, i guess i'd be able to leave the house more often?
i've the sudden urge to go to school. :/
oh, call me mad.
holidays, isnt it what i've been waiting for?
but sigh.
entertain me if you see me online during the afternoons, alright? cause that period of time is one of the most boring period of my day.
so my cousin just entertained me just now. :D
just what i needed. telling me how much she needed to pee just now, but she's having a practical which she cant miss. lol, joke. hahaha.

i've been meddling with some peektures just now.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008 @ 11:19 PM

so well, staying at home the entire day is the worst thing anyone could do during the holidays.
yes, i'm feeling pathetic these few days.
guess all this staying at home had cause me to trigger some thoughts about my interest.
i've been thinking this few days.
what are the things i'm actually interested in?
what courses should i take after my Os?
fashion designing was what i thought of at first. but i had to burst the bubble because i was enable to draw nicely. :(
psychology was next may it be child/adult. but didnt think much about it also.
tourism was next. well, thinking that i might have lots of work opportunities because of the building of IR in singapore. but well, the cut-off-point is wayyyy tooo low. :/ but if i've a chance, this might be the course i'll be taking.
then i was drawn back to psychology. which now i think its actually pretty fun lah.
although mummy have always wanted us to be lawyers & doctors. but nah, i dont like cutting of bodies. neither do i have that ability to talk so well.

so, i also want to take up new skills!
photography
hairstyling.
languages.
musical instruments.
manicure/pedicure.
ohwell, its good to learn right? even though some people will go huh?! you want to learn e.g manicure?! are you in your right mind? but who knows maybe someday, i might need it.

i want to try new things as well.
diving
wakeboarding
havent think much about this yet. lol.

so well, only now i realise there's so many things in life i've not tried!
life isnt all about studies, playing or even shopping.
holidays have pretty much let me know the path of life.
with all these interest, i'll be able to work towards it. :DDD
also, i've always wanted to step behind the scenes of concerts/variety shows/dramas/movies.
i want to know how is it like behind the scenes. i dont know why, but i just want to experience it myself.
like what people always say, experiencing it is better than just reading it. :D

so anyways, i've been super duper bored these few days.
why does it seem like i'm the only one who is super freee?
cant wait for friday, i need to get myself out of boredom. :D
sentosa & night safari, so exciting! hahaha. whatever.

Sunday, October 26, 2008 @ 1:03 AM

i forgot to blog. -.-
until when we were all in a conversation & they were like " blogging." then only i remembered.
ah, fine. i admit, my Short Term Memory has gone from bad to worse.
so well, at least it isnt as bad that i cant remember what i wanted to blog. *stares at joyce*
what did i want to blog about?
haha, kidding.
i wanted to blog about friday.(a day i can never forget.)
it all started fine, went to school to submit the form.
walked to jeight. meet joyce, went to bugis street.
blahblahblah. it all started at a place called sakae.
we were happily eating our dont-know-how-many plates of salmon.
until all of us felt like pregnant women, totally bloated.
i started feeling alittle weird but thought that after digesting i would be fine.
so we headed towards marina square & then to fareast.
everything got worse when we were in far east.
i felt really really uneasy.
& might merlion anytime.
only to realise, it was due to indigestion. -.- (not pregnant lah)
thenthenthen, i decided to go home first.
so we trained back to bishan.
haizzzzzzz, the journey home was totally unbearable.
went home immediately went to the toilet to spit out excessive saliva.
then off i went to lie on the bed.
felt better soon after.
thanks for everything, including the plastic bag~ which somehow made me feel better. *shrugs*

Thursday, October 23, 2008 @ 3:39 PM

last day of school, i'm feeling neutral though.
last year was so much better.
so anyways, we got our results back yesterday.
5/40, 60.0% L1R4: 16.
sucked, i'm so gonna study harder.
okay, i'm lazy to talk more.
i'm so sorry, my tummy's hurting so much.
so, i neeeeed to go take a nap.
k, bye.

Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 9:07 PM

i'm not really gonna talk about last few days.
South Division Day was _______.
frisbee was good yet bad.
we came in third which we were not supposed to be in.
we could have got a second or first.
the reason for being third is because refree kayu.
shall not elaborate about it because i dont wanna be pissed because of them.

sometimes i'm afraid my words would hurt people unknowingly.
& i know, i may have done so.
but sometimes, i dont know what i'm talking/saying/doing.
& only to regret after talking whats on my mind.
sometimes i ponder too much, that i decide not to talk about it anymore.
& then people gets misuderstandings/ dont know whats on my mind.
i'm really afraid because of my ignorance, i hurt people around me.
i really suck at expressing myself.
& thats why i'm less popular than everyone of you out there, i know.
but, i have never think about being famous at all.
isnt it great just to be not known to everybody?
at least, you dont have to be oh-so-glam, just because you're afraid that people might talk behind your back about you being unglam which i dont see any wrong in being so.
but of course, some unglamness is really too unglam that you just wish you didnt see any.
(i just realised i'm totally out of point)
so, sometimes i dont know if talking or not talking is a better way.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008 @ 7:42 PM

if only i had natural smart brains.

results back.
quite disappointed for some & quite happy for some.
my combined humanities finally jump to the next grade, B4.
fyi, i'm always getting a C5 or C6.
maths, i'm quite happy though.
cause i finally get above 20. ah, whatever. To you, it might be like super duper uber easy.
fuck it, i freaking freaking pissed off.
i'm realllllly reallly exhuasted, tired, irritated, what every crappy mood you could think of.
for goooodness sakeeee, i improved.
(there's supposed to be a whole chunk of words here. but i made mistake so i cancelled the whole damn thing. ):)
i broke down, i cried but i didnt hide.
i couldnt control those teardrops from falling.

i've got a feeling, i wont make it to school tmr.
i've got a feeling i'm gonna have a fever tmr.
so, if i did not turn up for school tmr, tou know why. :/

bye.
ps: its hurting so badly, that i couldnt breathe.

Sunday, October 12, 2008 @ 9:48 PM

gosh, my head's hurting for i dont know what reason.
so anyways, i'm here to update about saturday. :D
supposed to meet up with wonderboys & girls.
but it was somewhat cancelled.
but that didnt stop us from stepping out of the house to have a breather. :D
went out with that small little girl only.
cause the rest couldnt make it.
didnt catch the movie, since there was just the 2 of us.
so we didnt know where to go.
wantedto go mustafa, but we didnt know how to. so dropped the idea & that small girl gave a superrrr good suggestion, Changi Airport! :D
went Terminal 3 first to see airplanes. :D
chatted,played and camwhored.
who says we cant have fun even if it was just the 2 of us.
we did some colouring thing.
" we get A1 for our art leh!" - joyce.
so after spending about 3 hours there.
& we only bought jelly beans from cocoa trees.
veh fun to play with you know! xD
then off we went to town.
yes, again. -.-
we missed cherilyn. ):
because whenever she's with us, she'll drag us into shops and yesterday, without her we hardly go into shop. so didnt even buy anything.
left orchard because it was wayyyyyyy to boring.
train back to cityhall for marina square.
bought my brother's gift. :D
walked around, saw sleeveless jacket.
lijingggg, got the sleeveless jacket & the pocket isnt weirdddd! go there someday to see k? :D
then went to novena for ljs. walked around etc.
back to bishan.
bought my polo tee. & i'm happpy.
walked around & home sweet home.
had tution together. even though eoys just ended. how fun -.-
but anyway, i'm going to take 2 lessons break.
"i'll go through with you maths during the holidays, & after you're quite okay with it. i'll start on sec4 maths, k?"
hiazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
alrights peeektures & off i go. :D

Friday, October 10, 2008 @ 12:23 PM

THE EXAMS ARE OH-VEE-EE-ARE! :DDDDD
arent you happy?
so anyways, yesterday's paper was no comments. just that all my accounts cannot balance. -.-
sooooooo, after the exams. we were deciding where to go.
in the end, we went to far east. lol.
realised there got some shop damn interesting. got sell polaroid camera! lol, but out of stock. -.- around 90 plus leh one. :/ save save. :D
walked around then went offff to wisma.
walked around also. then yeah lor.
then over to takashimaya. bought my folders. :DDDD
then to kinokuniya. nothing reallllly caught my eye.
wanted to go heeren, but went to paragon instead. lol.
then dropby novena, for you know what. lol
follow that small girl to her korean shop, but we went to eat ice cream instead. xD
then that small little girl wanted to check out the cap that we last saw.
then she finally bought it. :D
decided to train home. started camwhoring like mad people over that.
imagine 3 retarded students talking stupid pictures. lol.
then train-ed to bishan.
went to buy food for my brother.
me & cherilyn wanted to rush home to watch the 9pm show.
then that freaking bus pissed me off. i was just 1m away from it & it drove off! * inserts vulgarties* decided to breeze walk home istead. stupid ah pu nehneh.(i'm not being racist okay?)
then the next thing to happen to me was that that dumb lift had to have a blinking light. i didnt dare to go in so walked up instead.
went home, guess what? advertisement already.
LOL. arghhhhhh.
so anyways, peeektures!

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 @ 3:17 PM

Monday, October 06, 2008 @ 4:26 PM

3subjects to go, 3days to go.
chemistry is finallllllly over. :D
metals suck, so do you.
*sigh*
made me study metals for the whole day.
so anyways,
tmr is EMATHS.
the subject that i've never passed for the whole year. not even once k?
so tmr i'll be having the "just go in & do your best" mood.
but i'll study. & i've finallly know how to do coordinate geometry after a million years. :D
but i'm just afraid that i wont know which formula & how to apply them.
after tmr, it would be more or less quite relaxing. cause i'm left with dnt & poa.
which i'll be studying as well, but i'm not so afraid that i might fail or something.
i wanted to break down yesterday, seriously.
because it was already 9pm at night. and, when i remember this i'll tend to forget another. :/
its realllllly depressing you know, i wish i have 24 hours more to study.
its 9pm, i've yet to study haha bird. end up,i didnt study as well.
i'm glad that i was able to at least write something out for lit & chemistry.
& i know i left a 1 mark question blank for chemistry. wanted to go back, but i didnt have the time. :/
so after all those paper thats over, i've something to say to myself.
at least i did my best. pass or fail, its not up to me to worry anymore.
Alicia,just do your best for the remaining papers & your job is done.
well done Alicia. :D
sometimes, people do need encouragement.
so if people dont encourage you. what are you gonna do? sit there whine & cry?
of course not, be like me. encourage yourself. cause, you know yourself best. :D

k, i'm feeling sleeepy. xD
i'll go get some sleep.
goodbye.

Friday, October 03, 2008 @ 6:43 PM

heylo. :D
QUIZ TIME!
1. What have you been doing lately?
what abnormal people have been doing. :)
2.Do you ever turn off your cell phone?
yeah.
3.What happened at 10.00am today?
cant remember.
4.When did you last cry?
i dont know.
5.Believe in fate or destiny?
i believe in myself.
6.What do you want in your life now?
everything to go smoothly
7.Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put on a hood?
depends on which one i'm having?
8.What is your favourite thing to have on your bed?
pillows & bolsters. :DDD
9.What bottom are you wearing now?
shorts
10.What's the nicest text in your inbox say?
i dont know, lazy to check.
11.Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
who would make a relationship complicated?
12.Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
No
13.What was the last movie you caught?
make it happen
14.What are you proud of?
everything that i've done.
15.What does the oldest text in your inbox say?
why should i tell you? lol, its something that i dont wanna say.
16.What was the last song you sang out loud?
dont know
17.Do you have any nicknames?
yeah
18.What was your last received text you receive say?
an empty message.
19.What time did you go to bed last night ?
twelve plus.
20.Are you currently happy?
kinda? i'll be happier after 9 october.
21.Who gives you the best advice?
my abnormal girlfriends
22.Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
no? that will be damn fattening? i guess.
23.Who last called you?
dont know.
24.Is anything bugging you right now?
Yes
25.What was the last thing / person that made you laugh?
joyce. xD
26.Do you wear toe socks?
Nope
27.When was the last time you missed a girl from?
woah woah, chim. dont understand.
28.Have you ever had your heart broken?
guess so.
29.What annoys you most in a person.
hippo-crates.
30.Do you have a crush on anyone?
currently no. :D
31.Have you ever done cocaine?
look at me, i'm sucha good girl.
32.What is the colour of your room?
white.
33.Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
no. -.- i dont want to dirty my hands.
34.Do you believe in the saying talk is cheap?
yes, actions speak louder than words.
35.Who was the last person to lie on your bed.
me?
36.Who was the last person to hug you?
lijing?cherilyn?sandy? cant remember.
37.Do you have a life?
duh?
38.Have you thought if someone died when they haven't died?
yeah.
39.What is the reason behind your profile song?
cause i like. :D
40.Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
i cant remember dreams.
41.Last time you smile
5 minutes ago.
42.Have you changed this year?
yeah, changed alot. i guess.
43.What are you listening right now?
the wind blowing.
44.Are you talking to someone right now?
no.
45.Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
open.
46.Is there a quote you live with?
yeah, but it keeps changing.
47.Do you want someone you cannot have?
dont think so.
48.Have you ever played an instrument?
is a recorder counted? hahahaha. xD
49.What is the worst idea you ever had this week?
no such ideas.
50.What are you doing last night at 11pm?
at a wedding dinner.
51.Are you happy with your love life now?
i dont have one. oh wait, yes i have. cause i love my abnormal girlfriends. :D
52.What song best describe your love life now?
none?
53.Does the person know you like him/her?
ah, yes. iie lurrbe dhem worhhhss. xD
54.Who always makes you laugh?
my abnormal girlfriends & friends.
55.Do you speak other language other than english?
yes
56.Favourite websites?
http://impossible-reality.blogspot.com/ & youtube?
57.What's your middle name?
dont have one.
58.What are you doing tomorrow ?
study
59.What do you think you are like?
alicia ng.
60.Who will you choose to do with?
lol, sounds super wrong.
61.What have you been doing today?
tsk! writing, playing sleeping. aiyah, what abnormal people, like joyce, are doing
62.What game do you play often?
i dont play games. dont pray pray hor. xD viwawa i guess? i use to play but i forgot whats my username already. xD
63.who are you missing right now?
my abnormal girlfriends.
64.If you can choose between frens and love who will you choose?
love= friends, friends=love. either one will do. :D
65.What are you doing right now?
what do you think?
66.Which primary school were you from?
kuochuan primary. :DDD
67.What emotion you like to show?
:DDDDDDDDDD
68.What is your life to you?
happy, sad, stress, stupid, sleepy.
69.If you have something troubling you what will u do?
blog it out?
70.Who did you last chat in msn today?
joyce
71.Who do you admire most?
the answer is simple, ALICIA NG LAH!
72.Which month are you born in?
August!
73.How are you feeling right now?
*jumps around*now, what do you think?
74.What is the time now?
7.20pm
75.What kind of person do you think that tagged yo is?
i dont know.
76.What kind of colour you use to dye your hair?
i love my hair too much, i cant bear to let them die. xD
77.Why are you doing this quiz?
cause someone tagged me.
78.What do you do when you are moody ?
sleep.
79.At which age do you want to get married?
late twenties.
80.Who is most important to you?
tsk,my abnormal girlfriends.
81.If today is the last day of your life what will you do?
buy everything i want to, do everything i've never done before.
82.Who is the person you trust the most?
most? me, myself & i. :D
83.Do you believe in see-ing a rainbow after a rain?
Yes
84.If you have a dream come true what is it?
be superwoman & safe the world. :D
85.What is your goal for this year?
score well for end of year. change for the better. :D
86.Do you believe in eternity love?
yes, yet no.
87.What feeling do you love most?
knowing that people care. :D
88.What feelings do you hate the most?
being nagged at, being accused of what i never do. :D
89.Do you believe in god?
Yes
90.Do you cherish every single friendship you have?
duh, priceless man.
91.Who cares for you the most?
my abnormal girlfriends. :D
92.What do you think is the most important thing in life?
family, friends, blahblahblah.
93.What will you bring when you fight?
myself. but i dont fight. * gives nerd look*
94.What have you regretted doing in your life?
saying things that i dont mean.
95.How would you feel when no one cares for you?
lonely. * goes to loner pte ltd.* but this day will never come.
96.What will you do if your boyf/girlf two-timed you?
hahaha, what will you do then? BREAK LAH.
97.How are you feeling right now?
mixed feeling. happy yet worried.
Tag 8 people to do this quiz
lazy to tag lah. so, whoever who wants to do it. go ahead. :D

alright, i do the quiz until i super sleepy.
so, i was finallllly able to complete my ss paper. FOR ONCE. :D
bye. :D

Wednesday, October 01, 2008 @ 4:03 PM