Fear

Wednesday, October 08, 2008 @ 3:17 PM

i was on the verge of breaking down on monday.

the more i look at the question the more i felt like crying.

because i know i'm dead. its a day before & until now, i have problems answering one full question by myself.

for the first time, i was motivated to study maths. but i ended up crying, i ended up being frustrated with everything. venting my anger on whatever i can.

i told myself, i have to pass this paper. i have to, i have to, i have to.

things got worser after a conversation with my mother.

although i knew she was saying all those for my own good.

"aiyah, fail than fail lah. also not say never fail before."

those words just came out of my mouth. i didnt mean what i said.

if i mean it, i wouldnt have been studying till i almost cried.

okay, whatever. putting bad stuffs aside.

maths paper 1 was still manageable i guess?

i was able to do those front questions as well as some of those at the back.

great achievement. :D

but paper 2 was a piece of crap.

not only was it difficult, we didnt have enough time.

i was left with 10 minutes to do my graph. & i skipped about 2-3 questions before coming to the graph.

but still, i knew i tried my best, till the last minute i wasnt giving up. :)

today's dnt paper.

was so-so. some terms i also never hear before they ask me to define. lol.

so i'm trying to dump all those dnt stuffs & start absorbing poa stuffs later. :D

ah, enough of exams.

well, cherilyn showed me this jacket which i think its damn cool.
i'm still considering if i should buy it.

if i'm getting it, i think i'll get this green one. :D

so help meeee! should i should i should i?

its damn cool, it can be zipped all the way up to the tip of the hood. & its has double zip.

rawrrrrrrrrrrrrr. lol.

okay bye. :D

1 more paper to gooo!

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