Sunday, October 19, 2008 @ 9:07 PM

i'm not really gonna talk about last few days.
South Division Day was _______.
frisbee was good yet bad.
we came in third which we were not supposed to be in.
we could have got a second or first.
the reason for being third is because refree kayu.
shall not elaborate about it because i dont wanna be pissed because of them.

sometimes i'm afraid my words would hurt people unknowingly.
& i know, i may have done so.
but sometimes, i dont know what i'm talking/saying/doing.
& only to regret after talking whats on my mind.
sometimes i ponder too much, that i decide not to talk about it anymore.
& then people gets misuderstandings/ dont know whats on my mind.
i'm really afraid because of my ignorance, i hurt people around me.
i really suck at expressing myself.
& thats why i'm less popular than everyone of you out there, i know.
but, i have never think about being famous at all.
isnt it great just to be not known to everybody?
at least, you dont have to be oh-so-glam, just because you're afraid that people might talk behind your back about you being unglam which i dont see any wrong in being so.
but of course, some unglamness is really too unglam that you just wish you didnt see any.
(i just realised i'm totally out of point)
so, sometimes i dont know if talking or not talking is a better way.